Well, Esther has much to say today. Im so lost everywhere.

Firstly, I woke up late, cabbed to school anyway. K thats besides the point. Last night I was quite contented the Steph & I had something in common to talk about, Christianity. &Thoughts that went through me were, Wg, Like everything thing that was mentioned. What makes you a christian? I mean, yes Ive got back up. But yeah, it amazes me sometimes, when you just have a split moment. & I thought of the tears during service last saturday. Anyways, being a christian in school is hard. Seriously, I didnt experience anything like this last year or ever since I stepped into STC. But, today, A__ was showing me some attitude, So Iwent up to her, & I was like, If you've anything against me, Just say it right to me, & not give me some disgusting attitude and everyone see's your black face. And she was like f you la whats yours probb... & I was like.. Why on Earth are you like that? Then I turned and look at carla, cause I just told her how she should set an example in our faith & Carla just turned deaf ears. I pray that, people like that would just open their heart. Im so shagged out by all these & Im amaze how people like that will get their way in society. Im gonna make sure ive got time for DJ (: & Ive decided that I'll be going to WEB after flag day. Syahir wont be there anyway. Hahh (:

And today, mom drove pass hometeam & RARRRH so many many memories of the Assist Team were in my head, Cause srsly, I miss joyce, ek & eric walking the girls back. & I looked through the curtains, saw an empty room & when i saw the pool, I thought of Dory, Steph, Nat, Chester & Eze ): I so so so miss you all. ): I hope tmr would be a better day. I mean like, God please help me, I've quite contented that God's directing me and giving me answers to what I want. Like I said, if it rained yesterday, Ill wait for you. & all these are God's plan. & Ill follow. Night tuition after this. Blog tmr. School's just getting worst. But thank God for everything. I miss joyce.